i am blessed to have so many caring n thoughtful friends who constantly ask me this question. it serves as a reminder for the days when i feel lazy n down. i need to spend that time with God. its the least i can do after all He did for me, anyway. XD
moving on. i STILL miss all my friends. camp friends, scul friends, church frens(well, not so much them lah. see them every week). all of them play a really special role in my ife. for instance, ailyn-my personal bringer of weirdness. natalie-my shopping assistant, yixin-personal funky talker. ladeda. so many more. XD riiite. whatever, right? too bored ad. XD
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
have u done ur devotion today?
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Monday, December 22, 2008
life is good.
yes, indeed life is good. especially since i made that promise to God n to myself. i feel so.. REFRESHED. so good. so clean. hmm.. doesnt it just feel so good to knkow that u are God's child? it feels goos to me. xD
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Sunday, December 21, 2008
bible camp 2008
aw man. the fun, the fellowship, the freakiness(hey, all F's.XD). i miss it all. haih. the messages were just awesome man. when i first knew i was going for camp, all i thought about was the fun, the familyness, the GUYS! haha. but when i went there, i was reminded that my main focus should be GOD! thats rite. not the fun, or the grp members or even the boys. i realized that i was neglecting God n that was a very ugly thing to do. there, i made a pledge to keep myself PURE n HOLY for God n for my future husband (XD u noe who lah for sum of u.) i also promised myself that now that God is my top priority in life, that i must give my all to him. therefore, i'm gonna do my quiet time CONSISTENTLY! everyday. yes. mark my words people. evryday. i feel that this years fellowship not so close. like not warm lah. bcoz our siesta time not enuf. haha. very sad. i'm sure i scared alot of ppl there(especially a certain guy who trembles when i come near. poor thing.) right. i have to say though, my time with stephanie keong n ai lyn was GOLDEN man. i see ailyn every week yet i still don't find her boring. except the occasions when she's knitting. haha. as for Stephanie, i only see her like 2 twice a year. n we usually hv ALOT to talk abt. plus, she has the same pitch range as me! wheeee.. so nice to sing with her man. i miss her already. haha. we gave names to so many ppl man. like john cena("you can't see me"), new balance, new balance jr, checkers, checkers jr, aw man. so many of them. so syok. anyway, the games were pretty fun. pretty exhausting too though. VERY exhausting in fact. haha. but i still had the power to stay up all night n still be awake for the messages. very good. had to put in alot of effort. but if it's for God, no sweat. no sweat at all. anyway, my team (mount moriah *woot*) won. hehe. guess what my prize was. a torchlight. so cute. oh wait. not THAT cute. it was huge! haha. moving on. my big sister was rachel yuen( the blurrest, but the cutest) n my big bro was bing. haha. once a koh-koh, always a koh-koh. anyhoo, it was really fun getting to noe all the girls n guys. girls especially. so much to talk abt! ahaha.(kharis, we really hv to continue that talk we had lah. XD) my favourite part of camp? hmm.. mealtimes! ahha. it was fun sitting with random ppl n asking them random questions like 'will u marry me?'(which someone actually answered yes, but in another 10 yrs, to my surprise. what a sweet guy.) okay, anyway, right. i miss them all dearly. but now that my climb up the bible camp mountain is over, i hv to let go of that n move on to the REAL mountain. thats life. it's gonna be really hard, i noe. VERY hard. but hey, thats life man. i hv to do it. but it's sumthing i've grown to love. well, thank you for reading this. (especially all those who hv ventured this far n hv not yet gotten bored. mwah. love u all.
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Monday, December 1, 2008
Twilight
hmm. kinda disappointing. oh well. edward was cute. haha. but not as hot as i imagine him to be. XD i loved the show. i felt so fuzzy after i watched it. xD
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